Life: I need to live

I need to live

Posted by Calvin Jonathan

Yesterday, I feel the despair in living,

But, thank god it's over,

I see it now, that I do not need to fear or hesitate,

My desperation was a putrid thing that can get you down,

What a relieve that I was pured from my blindness,

I patronized life, it was foolish of me,

A vestige of my heart still pushing me towards the light,

When my mind was gulped by the shadow of emptiness,

It was a fallacy, no faith, false belief,

I was vulnerable to be contain by wretch,

I was trapped in a kennel, with no way to improve, as I am just a mere dog,

Loyal to the masters, do not think that I am no servant,

When I mourn myself, I am not vigilant,

That I am wasting my time, for something that was just nothing important,

I must vindicate things now,

I must get out from the void where I was held back,

I need to salvage myself,

I need to hurtle,

I need to move towards my hopes and dreams,

Where there I can live,

Someday, I need to reach it,

With my own hand, mind, and heart,

I need to live...